thank you

1kings18:21

How long will you waver between two opinions? If the Lord is God, follow him; but if Baal is God, follow him.



no matter how many times i've put myself in his shoes and tried to see things the way he did, and even for the times i asked without getting the answers that satisfied, i know deep inside who You are to me. there were many times in the past weeks that i thought i didn't know, that i thought i was on the other side. there were a few times when i feared that i would hear things that would lead to confusion, or disappointment, like yesterday. i guess it was also this fear that made asking so tiring. and amidst all this mess that came and went without me knowing, i'd only looked for you twice. last night i turned desperate and You heard. and i thank You for speaking to me today. when you reminded me once again of what You said before i came -- to trust.



thank you Father.