oh look at me im a victim

i wonder what it is about blogs and facebook newsfeeds. they're kinda like avenues for emo people to put up an emotional string of words for the world to see, hoping someone who care and reply and ask if everything's ok. why does it work like that. why is it that sometimes we just want everyone else to know that we're going through some kinda pain, yet at the same time, when someone actually asks "how are you?" we go "good." i reckon over the past 4 years or so this blog's been quite private, probably only visited by those who i would tell these things to anyway. thats the way i like it. likert. i'll read up on the likert scale later. maybe i should revise my expectations and not expect so much. like how i dont expect ching to text me or call me or email me every week and it's still ok that she doesn't. we just pick up where we left off. maybe that's just it. under bayes theorem i would revise my priors (yeah im speaking Financial accounting). then i will realise that revising expectations of people is so much harder than revising expectations of investment returns. relationships are emotional investments that are so hard to detach yourself from that having to do that almost seems to require a change of heart. i wonder where auditors find time for themselves or their family. wonder if it's really that bad or if that's just a perception. will bad working hours only apply to those who are in their first few years or working? working in oti was fantastic because there was an allocated time for the important things that we would otherwise not make time for. if only time-hungry firms or teams were supportive that way.