living on the edge

how the heck do you live an exciting life? i tried documenting an "exciting life" week this week. but i only went as far as day one.. where the most exciting thing was probably going to camberwell, getting great bargains and listening to a man on the harp. right now i feel like going for a midnight run - but of course i wont, not after the group of us (yongshen cheehong sumei and i) got harrassed by this drunk aussie on the tram. come to think of it.. he was hurting though. that' probably what got him drunk. crap. our fear causes quite a mess sometimes. fear of some shabby looking person can cause us to shun and reject him, fear of being used can cause us to destroy a friendship. it'd be nice to have a hug right now actually.