psalm 44

had a similar dream to the one i had on saturday night last night. Reading through yesterday's psalm with sue lee 6 times yesterday really helped me process through it. it reminded me of Job. there was a firm sense of belief and knowledge of what the character of God is like, seen through the generations of forefathers. then a sudden twist to how God seems like the complete opposite of what they've understood God to be. 'this isn't right. we've been faithful, we've followed everything, we've not turned away, this should not be happening! wake up God!' and it takes faith to say that ey.