the journey or the destination?

i know that this physiotherpay engagement for me has been one that i truly believe in, and it's been such a blessing from the start though i only got offered a place in the business consulting team effectively after the first day.

as i was running from the library to get the CDs submitted this afternoon, i struggled with what i would be most thankful for by the end of july..

the team cohesiveness?
the learning experience?
the friendships?



the score?



see, i struggle with the question of whether or not i'll still be happy if i score poorly for all the hard work, late nights and 4am twich.me sessions the team's put in. was all that really just simply for the score?

then im reminded of the good will be coming out of this project, for our clients and other stakeholders. and i remember the good relationships formed over roughing it out together, the jokes, the debate, the frustration, the food, the fun, the encouragement and the peseverance. and hey, i know society calls me to get an H1 and tells me that anything near H3 is rubbish and not worth mentioning, but yknow what, i have thoroughly enjoyed bringing all this together.

I thank God for giving me this opportunity. I thank Him for teaching me patience, showing me his own selflessness and forgivness as he lay down his rights on the cross. so many times in the past few days i've failed to show grace, and im determined to wrestle with what showing grace looks like in my life. I suppose it's grace shown to me that i have team mates who show this grace on my behalf. haha.

Well, so for the journey that i've been on, i give thanks.