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yknkow when people say they wanna freeze time, it's usually cause they're a bit emotional, or because the moment is perfect and they just wanna stay there foreever?

i wana freeze time now cause the exams are too close. way too close. but things just have to keep going. just keep moving cause the clock's ticking away whether you like it or not.

can't believe it's tmr. doesn't feel like it at all this year. i know i said sometime similar last year, but things have just been so quiet this year. i still havent decided if i like it or not. it just feels different. i guess i'm also kinda caught up with exam prep, so in a way, i might not even feel like it's here till it's gone.

i think im finding all the readings i need to do for hb and ob rather overwhelming and i really wish i could read faster. i'm so thankful that kath decided to give us the relevant reading for the exam today. totally took a whole loada reading off my list. good stuff. i like. the other thing i like is dimples. hahaha. totally random. but still worth mentioning.

thank God that i haven't fallen sick too! a lot of people are falling sick. i'm really glad He's kept me hopppin' healthy!

oh on a side note, i woke up early this morning hoping to bring my sunflowers to the florist to get the bottom of the stems snipped (and get some advice on how to keep them alive as well cause i.. well.. i can't even keep a cactus alive). i tried sawing the stems off with a kitchen knife after scissors failed. but that too did not work because the stem was so thick. but the florist was not around. so i ended up having to stab the stem from different sides and break it off. haha talk about tender loving care!

the more i look at them the more i like them. especially after i managed to make them stand in attention position, instead of pouring over the sides of the blue bucket in all different directions. they didn't look too glamorous then. heh.

i'd like to be an arts student for a day. just so i can sit around and think and over-think. no, scrap that over-think part. over thinking is kinda like paranoia, which is rather unlike me. i would find it extremely draining.

if i could draw well i'd be drawing lotsa stuff now. and who knows, i might even have gone into architechture just like what i'd wanted to be when i was a kid (after learning that e & s's dad designed their house). then again, i guess to a certain extent it is easier for me to find meaning in commerce than in archi, simply because the world speaks money. dont get me wrong im in no way saying that life's all about money.

i got a pleasant surprise call from j today. i could write a paragraph of thoughts on this, but it'd take a lot longer to sift out the things that are bloggable.