it always passes

omgoodness i really didn't like the curious case of benjamin button. it made me cry! *shakes head. and i cried for the stupidest reason. i don't even know why i cried. oh but i know for one that it was painfully draggy. shikes. i was telling ching that i really couldn't wait for him to grow younger. pfft. not good. i'd say 2/5. oh but if ching asks, tell her i said 3/5 - otherwise she'll regret watching it because the tickets were $9.50 today. AAHAHAHAH. the funniest part was how we rushed to the cinema from the first floor. i completely embarrassed her by saying excuse me to everyone on the escalators so that we'd be able to run up with no human jams. (we were late for our movie)

all the shows and movies i've been watcing recently have been about ruined marriages. whaaaaAAT. can't they come up with something different? no wonder more and more of my friends are telling me they don't wana get married - the youngest being 13yrs old. and everyone will be having pre-marital sex. k luh not everyone. i just don't like what they show on tv sometimes.

just yesterday i was so excited about going back to melbourne. but im feeling quite blah now. starting school's good, quite exciting. mm.. tiff and ling wont be in ocf anymore. and i think daryl wont be coming as much either. and i'll be in a different cellgroup. i think i'll miss the company last year. mm.. i wont be receiving as much, i'll be giving more, i wont be taken care of as much, but rather taking care of.

OKAY OKAY i know why im feeling blah. it might be a girl thing, or a PMS thing (but i just had my M so cannot be) - i feel like im not as loved as i used to be. that sounds so.. mm.. YOU'VEGOTMAJORINSECURITYISSUESWHYDONTYOUJUSTGOTOGWENANDLETHERTELLYOUHOWLAMEITISTOBETHINKINGLIKETHAT
no, i do NOT think i have major insecurity issues thanks. im just beginning to feel dng getting busier, and.. more stressed/tired out. im not saying that he is stressed or tired out but he'll get there if he doesn't learn to have sufficient rest. paul said in timothy that women ought to play the role of a supporter (ok maybe he was referring to WIVES but the idea of supporting is still there luh ok dont josh me) SO, that's what i should do.

hey! i realise that im not feeling blah anymore! :DD (haha it took me a long time to type the last paragraph because i was on the phone with yaqi and jake's texting to arrange sthg tmr)

it'll be absoloutely exciting to be on the same plane as jolene chan joo ling. she left me a note on facebook saying she might be. gwen's on the same flight too! yay! i imagine gwen to:
1)talk nonsense the whole 7 hours and crack me up till i get abs
2)complain about the ariplane not being completely dark thus preventing her from sleeping
3)tell me about her boyfriend who's gonna fly down from sydney to pick her up from the airport and send her to college square and fly back to sydney to sing for worship on sunday (okae that's kinda like number 1)
4)read the bible
5)watch all the chick flicks there are and cry her eyes out - kinda like i did today at the stupid button movie. DONT get me started. ok i need to add though, that the worst part was when benjamin just left daisy and their baby daughter because he didn't feel capable to be a good father. i mean.. discuss it with daisy first luh right.and that daisy also dunno how to chase him. yuck i sound terribly aunty! ahaha i love ranting like this once in awhile and i think it really isn't often that i type such long wordy posts. :D back to my point - seriously, i found the movie too fragmented. slumdog definitely pwns.

i think gwen's most likely to do the 5th. not only will she cry her eyes out, i think she'd wake the whole plane up with her laughter and she'll make friends with the old lady beside her by passionately expressing her views on how dumb girls (in movies) can be for falling for this guy or doing whatever they do in chick flicks.

poor old lady.

i love you gwen if you're reading this.