just right now

just right now i wish i were all grown up and married with a kid or two and i'll just be working mondays to fridays and taking kids for tuition classes on this day and that and doing boring mundane stuff. you know. i don't have to make so many decisions. and everything's more or less stable.

then again, the kinda stable above sounds extrememly boring. should i start liking boring? heh. don't think i'll like it very much.