back in melbourne

i cried last night.
i realise i really don't like being literally alone. like when im in my apartment with no one else around. and it's dark and quiet. i can go out alone, go swimming alone but i felt really uncomfortable being alone at college square last night. dong said to think of it as a big palmerston where the rooms are larger and they each have their own kitchen and toilet.

mm ok, melf is waiting for me downstairs. later.