draining
i got back from supper with my ocf cellgroup not too long ago. su-ann drove me back because it was so late.
this past week's been slightly draining. i keep questioning and thinking.. and i sometimes i can't stop myself from slipping into ****'s shoes and start wondering what he questioned and what made him doubt. and i've been thinking a lot about who he is (a wondering sheep? one that was snatched? a bad tree?) and what happens next.. i keep wondering. and i still am. i met up with pastor V for dinner yesterday. we talked for like 3 hours but there are still questions i don't kknow how to ask. i felt a little drained during ocf today with all the thinking that's been going on, but talking to dong over supper taught me stuff too. i learn sthg new every week! i feel quite a bit better now. :)
i gotta stay home this sunday afternoon cause sam-ee's friend is coming over to pass me some warm clothing in preparation for my war against autumn and winter (then spring) cold.
anyway, yisheng has gone back to singapore with a couple of easter eggs from me.. ok more than a couple. haha.. but i couldn't get as many as i wanted to also because yisheng would have had loads of trouble getting them SAFELY back to sg. i think he was stunned at what i got already. sorry yish!
anyway i think there's something going on in the house unit next door. it's a girls house. (palmerston house is a stretch of 3-storey house units side by side). when i came home, a few of the guys were standing outside acting so weird and i was like "what's going on?" and daniel went "nothing nothing.. just go back" kinda thing. and the next moment one of the other guys came outta the house and told me he got drunk earlier on. i really really thank God that my housemates are so awesome. well at least they don't tempt me to drink or smoke or club.. three things that i've promised myself not to get involved in this year. all im saying is that you can drink, smoke and club but jsut dont offer me a stick or a drink outta politeness or anything.. or ask me if i wanna follow you to some club.
consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. jas 1.2-4
this past week's been slightly draining. i keep questioning and thinking.. and i sometimes i can't stop myself from slipping into ****'s shoes and start wondering what he questioned and what made him doubt. and i've been thinking a lot about who he is (a wondering sheep? one that was snatched? a bad tree?) and what happens next.. i keep wondering. and i still am. i met up with pastor V for dinner yesterday. we talked for like 3 hours but there are still questions i don't kknow how to ask. i felt a little drained during ocf today with all the thinking that's been going on, but talking to dong over supper taught me stuff too. i learn sthg new every week! i feel quite a bit better now. :)
i gotta stay home this sunday afternoon cause sam-ee's friend is coming over to pass me some warm clothing in preparation for my war against autumn and winter (then spring) cold.
anyway, yisheng has gone back to singapore with a couple of easter eggs from me.. ok more than a couple. haha.. but i couldn't get as many as i wanted to also because yisheng would have had loads of trouble getting them SAFELY back to sg. i think he was stunned at what i got already. sorry yish!
anyway i think there's something going on in the house unit next door. it's a girls house. (palmerston house is a stretch of 3-storey house units side by side). when i came home, a few of the guys were standing outside acting so weird and i was like "what's going on?" and daniel went "nothing nothing.. just go back" kinda thing. and the next moment one of the other guys came outta the house and told me he got drunk earlier on. i really really thank God that my housemates are so awesome. well at least they don't tempt me to drink or smoke or club.. three things that i've promised myself not to get involved in this year. all im saying is that you can drink, smoke and club but jsut dont offer me a stick or a drink outta politeness or anything.. or ask me if i wanna follow you to some club.
consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. jas 1.2-4
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