Many students have been asking me when toastbar will open. I have been caught with nothing to say. Is this just going to be about me wanting to do other things and thus not caring about what these people now miss? is this me giving up too easily? giving up on what? It is ironic how they are the reason i don't want toastbar yet they are the reason i would wanna reopen toastbar. If toastbar comes back, that would mean i don't get to hang out with them when i want to. Customer first. I also realise that the constant gaming cannot go on. It is so unhealthy for the boys and for the space. It makes the place less engaging. A lot less engaging. K back to toastbar. Im giving up on back end operations. I don't like it. I will do it if i were under other circumstances. But the situation now is this: I've been asked what i want to do, with no expectation of me to continue toastbar. Secondly, i've been asked to think carefully and wisely about what i want to do for my remaining months here and not just do something for the sake of meeting another person's expectations. There will be plenty of that in the future. That idea of thinking for myself and asking myself what i, elisa, really wanna spend my time on the next 3.5 months, is something I've had difficulty getting my head around. Its spoiling me.. Almost. But in a good way. A way that forces me to make choices that come out of who i am..