the in between

I still feel like a student, but not quite. I'm more like an in-between. a TRANNY. haha. there's so much to say about working here in expedition.

i just came back from a basketball game with jonathan, joseph, keii, quinn, josh and ken vern. this is probably the third time i'm playing in the past week and i feel THIRTEEN AGAIN! :D love it. time passes so quickly here at life expedition that i find myself failing to keep track of the days that go by. it must have been friday that jon, joseph, keii, quinn, josh and i played till 4am. jon reminds me of kc when he's on the court.

a group of them are going to check out this year's easter camp campsite tmr morning. fortunately Toastbar's not open tmr, so i'm jumpin in El's car.

Today's the end of day two of the official operations of Toastbar. the crowd was decent today because there was boardgames night and network 21 was happening. plus there was the medical bible study group and chris' housechurch. what a buzzzz!

i was extremely cranky yesterday because i was sooooo tired from just 3 hours of sleep. grace was up late in the kitchen working on the kaya which refused to behave. SHE is on crazy lady. so much strength. not energy. strength. a stable one that pushes her on and on and on..

new relationships have formed here and it's been so refreshing. i'm so thankful for the chance to be around people i wouldn't normally hang out with. i also think i'm starting to love the lee brothers and the young under 18 josh. haha.

A new security guard has come. he just came in to check on the office because he saw the lights on and we had a decent short chat on life expedition and religion. nothing too intense. i'm still stinky from basketball and my bloody knee needs to be washed. so gehkiang.. it's not a deep injury but i hope it doesnt get infected. so much fun though. really motivated to practice bball now.

Erica, Rachel and I are gonna be doing bible study tmr. i'm quite excited. I'd really like to dig into the bible more and grow together with a girl friend.

life seems good. i guess life's good, but not entirely all fun and yay. This environment has been challenging. many times i feel like i'm holding humptydumpty together, so fragile and delicate that i have to be so careful with the things i do and how i do them. and then there are people in singapore that i love and relationships i want to strengthen. people i want to grow with.

so blessed.