who's land is it anyway?

been running on adrenalin the past week and a half and i'm starting to tire. maybe being tired is good for now, cause then i stop and hopefully rest better. i've had so many listening points and what i'd like to deem as breakthroughs in the couple of weeks past and been brought through/driven by fear, exhilaration, anxiousness, thankfulness, helplessness, frustration, excitement, you name it, it's probably come by to visit recently.

today was a split-second of heartbreak when i saw the irrationality of God's unconditional love. the goodness that can come out of a meeting i somewhat dreaded and prayed about. hmm. yeah, prayer definitely answered.