ranting IM CRAZY AT 3AM!

RAHHHHH!! it's nearly 3am in the morning and i just came outta the shower.
this is one of those times where i need to rant ad rave and tell someone that i cannot stand having so many things going on in my head - what's right, what's wrong, where do people draw the line, what's good what's better, what if.
it's not that i'm emo or anything, but whenever i look at a couple, or a to-be couple, i can't help but take a step back and ask myself if i am like that, or if i will be like that. many times i look at what i see in other couples and go "what in the world..... they shouldn't be doing that." then i stop myself, and say "who are you to say anything, you may just end up like them one day".

history of ideas is giving me such a headache. i realise im much better off sticking to math (however averagish i am at math) than do arts in uni. if only dong and i could switch brains for my HoI paper, i'd totally ace it. i think. ah God you have to help me out here okae!

anyway, just so you (sam, DJ, yi sheng, chin) know, i bought a dress today. haha.. sheesh. i still remember how these crazy ac boys were trying so hard to convince me to try on a dress at vivocity. awwmaaannn!! i need to hang out with my friends NOW NOW NOW!!

i think i'll go listen to tim goh's sermon again.