too fast

things feel like they're going too fast. seems as though i dont have enough time to think, and ponder, but then again.. since when was i one to think and ponder so much ey. well.. actually i suppose i do to a certain extent.

i've never been so unproductive in my revision.. this week's gone by and i dont remember very much of it. chide. whatever. junking my guts out.my mind feels stale and my hair's falling out.

plus my tiniest sunflower died today. i saw an aphid on it. must have been the green bug. well, her death made me grab my camera to snap pictures with the other bigger sunflowers. in case they shrivel before i have a picture to mark their prime. well.. they're not really in their prime anymore but still. subprime. all 4 of 'em.