pretty things

i dont draw very much at all because i don't draw very well. but i decided that rather than posting pictures and citing the different sources i got those pretty pictures from which would be super tedious - like like writing an essay, i just drew bit and pieces of some things that stood out to me. most of them stood out because of the colours.. and i guess the way the photo was taken.

a thought just occured to me this evening. that even though i'm so attracted to colourful, pretty pictures and things and they hold my interest for a time (sometimes a LONG time), at the end of it all.. it doesn't make me happy, or satisfy.. sometimes spending a whole day looking at these pretty things that hold my attention so well really leaves me feeling like i spent the day rotting. sometimes. sometimes.

quite jolted by today's qm2 paper. so much effort and time spent on this subject - i don't think today's performance would have done any of the work i put in justice. of course i feel like crap what are you talking about dont even ask me how i am or how it went. wait till my results come out then i'll tell you if it went ok or not. im so glad mummy doesn't pressurize me to do anything -other than eat fruits.

the past week - i havent been paying very much attention to God. been happily going my own way ladada.. and now i think it's time to go back to the source that refreshes. it's been a dull, grey week. at least there's breakfast tomorrow to look forward to! with the dg.

i'd like to have an orange right now.

ok ok let me tell you a silly story. it's silly cause i think i was being silly, but it's still worth blogging about because it reminds me that God is faithful and He definitely cares.

so i left the exam hall feeling like crap yeah? on the way home i wanted to eat grainwaves... or just some junk/comfort food but i ran out of pitos because i needed a lot of comfort studying for qm last night. so. i prayed and told God that i know He cares about me, and i'd like him to show me that He cares for me by making something i like be on sale at safeway, but He doesn't owe me or need to prove anything to me, so it's up to Him but either way i know He still cares.

funnily enough even though i wanted grainwaves when i stepped into safeway i headed straight for the digestives section and TADAAAA!! SAVE 44CENTS!! WOOHOOO! :D:D:D

then i went to the chips section and guess what. PITOS were on sale too!! SAVE 1DOLLAR YEAH! :D

you don't twist God's arm. following him isn't easy because he knows much more than you and you're always challenged to trust in HIS knowledge rather than your own knowledge. and we always like to think we know best when the truth is.. we don't.

if i were a barbie doll i'd go crazy. because i'd have so many other people with my face. and i'll be just another face in the crowd. dont tell me you don't like to be unique or special. barbie dolls have a tough life man. hahaha.. so random.

one more paper. CHAAAAAARRRGGE!!