years from now we'll all learn that..

it's so hard to love someone else who is fighting with me for attention.
lol. i make myself sound so desperate for attention but here i refer to the attention of a certain someone.
dont like it. i guess that's probably how m felt when i was so hard to reach.

this post is for me to rant by the way, so if you dont like reading rants, then scroll down. the worst part of this is i can't control how that person thinks, or who she wants to be around. AND, i also can't tell the other person to go away and leave her alone so she can spend time with me. and so right now im sounding like some control freak type stalker but im really not.


sigh.




haha i reckon if i think hard enough, i'll discover that there are even more people who want more attention from me, and whom i should give more attention to.

such a tricky thing.
should call the little brother some time.