sva

after 4 years it is like making new friends again, but on a different level, because we know we are each other's special friend - (in the most non-romantic way). haha it feels kinda like bracing myself for a surprise, not knowing AT ALL what to expect but somehow preparing myself for something not so nice. hmm. i guess perhpas i dont quite trust the environment he's exposed to because i dont know what kind of environment that is.