on swimming

gwen wanted to go swimming
me: im shy la. im conscious of my body
gwen: ya but you'll be in the water so nobody will see.. except the people in the water.
me: ya which is like everybody.

i just ate a dozen sugar coated biscuits. tell me how. gwen says my body is preparing itself for the baby. IF i do have a baby. which im not because i feel my period coming. plus, if i do get a baby, i'd be a virgin mother. ok back to "work". im in the seminar room with gwen and we're both trying to read school-related stuff.

gwen: it's easier for girls to lok hot because they can put make up and do their hair but if guys are born with a not nice face then that's it.
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me:if my mum is very very ill he'll (my husband) wil have to go back with me
gwen: if she's sort of a bit ill?
me: i might just go back (i was gonna say i'll go back for a short time but gwen cut in)
gwen:like if she cough.. (i thought she was gonna say cough out blood) from time to time?