bawww..

i cried so much in the past 4 hours it's not funny. i ALWAYS cry when i watch 50 first dates. jolene lishan and i were watching that at jo's place just now, afterwhich jolene's brother sent me home (thankfully, because i was quite scared to go back alone in the dark). came back, chucked my stuff and went to hilda's place to watch Click with her and gwen and i cried even more.

anyway, abby lishan, jo and i went to clayton for lunch at ze's today. they all really liked clayton. jolene says it's really peaceful, abby says she wants to live there. only i didn't like it. i think it's too quiet and spaced out. i'd feel really lonely staying there. which means, if i ever go out of melbourne city to study, i need to make sure it's also another city-like place otherwise i might be crying every night likei did today minus the chick flicks.

i just finished the box of tiny teddy's!! arrhhh!! i think i'm gonna fatten up NOOOOOO! it's ten minutes past midnight!

school's starting the day after tmr. hmm.. slightly overwhelming but i suspect it'sonly because it hasn't started yet.

alright time to tuck myself in and turn the lights off. gnite world.