tears dont mean im sad

running all the way to the post office in the rain to find it closed was like running the hundred metres over and over again only to come in last in the real race.

ching's pretty good at making people feel better.

anyway, while everyone else was at grand hyaat taking prom pictures, i was at OCF. in the beginning of the year, we were given 3 questions to answer.

1) who you think Jesus is
2)some of the things Jesus did
3) some of the things he taught

we wrote our answers and sealed it in an envelope which was kept by the committee.
that was at our first bible study. today was our last bible study and the envelope was returned to us.

when i opened up my envelope and read my answers, i felt overwhelmed by.. the change i've gone through. i dont even want to try explaining the feeling. they call it growth. *shrugs. what can i say, i needed to talk things through and i thank God for having someone to talk to.

dong reminded me that he can talk a lot and comfort me, but he's not gonna be there all the time. only God can, and will. and my comfort should come from the Lord. dong may know a lot, but only God knowss everything. dong can give me tons of head knowledge, but only the Holy Spirit can give me heart knowledge that will change me.

:D